Year 2016 in Recap

Year 3 in doing this. I really want to keep doing this, but I felt that 2016 had been a complete letdown on my part. Granted, it was a terrible year on many levels. It had affected me so much, draining me emotionally that I didn’t feel like keeping some kind of streak anymore. I only did some posts when I felt like it. Then I also tried to pick myself up by the end of the year by trying to release songs translations back-to-back at times, not even saving them for later so cushion posts could do the honor. I just didn’t feel like updating a lot of things. At first, I had prepared a post about a particular pairing, but I felt like I’m better than that. Not to mention how I wouldn’t want to cause even more misunderstandings between fans. At times, it’s very hard to restrain. But in the end, real-life got in the way. I took the actions that wonderful couple took, instead of arguing with senseless people who are full of evil thoughts for them. Yet I will say that can’t be epic like them so maybe one day I will break out of my silence to go at it in one post to unleash all the bottled-up frustrations. Because I know one of those days I will just blow up.

Total Posts in 2016: 77 (6.5% of all time).

January: 18 (23% of the year)
February: 3 (4%)
March: 1 (1%)
April: 3 (4%)
May: 9 (12%)
June: 7 (9%)
July: 14 (18%)
August: 3 (4%)
September: 3 (4%)
October: 6 (8%)
November: 2 (3%)
December: 8 (10%)

Notice that I took the poll out for the stars. Partially, it was due to what happened earlier this year. The other part was because I felt kind of wrong with teasing readers about possible updates if they voted more or whatever. I’m grateful to those who participated and continue to follow my blog–even in silence. I appreciate the constant likes and all as well. I really do. It’s just that I don’t want to be leaving you hanging on that. Sure, I will continue to update for my favorites from time to time, but that will depend on how long before I take care of some real-life matters.

Books Reviews:

Movies + TV Series Reviews/Episode Summaries:

Fan Fiction:

I think the year reached a new low for fan fiction updates because of my distractions of other stuff. I can’t promise it’ll get any better this coming year. I’m sorry that I made those of you who are reading those stories wait for too long. But I can promise you that I will finish regardless of obstacles since I don’t usually scrap stories away when it’s well on its way. I’ll try to do a separate fan fiction update later this year to clarify some matters.

  • Payback – Chapters 4-5

Songs Translations:

Using Rebirth to start the year didn’t help at all. Despite the fact that I was having high hopes at that time. The year continued to dive with a lot of forced positiveness. But what else could I do, right? Hopefully the coming year will be better.

So, what now? I don’t think there is any other choice except to move forward. I want to keep being positive, ignoring trolls in general, and just focus on my own matters. I want to get back on writing posts about Jun Ya and Xiao Xiao Yu. I have been active on Xiao Xiao Yu for the first part of the year and then somehow faded. But I did update more on Qiao Qiao in the later parts of the year. I just have to continue on that track. Not to mention getting back into fanfics, because I seriously miss them. Focusing on just real life stuffs really suck all the energy right out of me. I’ll try to work on a balance. Somehow. Because I seriously miss this blog. What I did do though was letting this blog becoming somewhat official with its own domain. Yes, that was a mini-Christmas present for myself since I managed to find a deal. Oh yeah, how could I forget Janine? Although I did update on her this year, I was somewhat neglecting her and only updating randomly. I also want to get back to Penny. More importantly, I want to actually watch and finish reviewing some dramas I’ve been holding back on.

This might possibly be the last year I do this type of update since I don’t find the fun in it anymore. Maybe resorting back to the typical data from WordPress next year. Not sure. But we’ll see.

Dream to Awakening by Sarah Chen

(Credit: Rock Records Taipei)

Song Title: Dream to Awakening (夢醒時分)

Music & Lyrics by: Johnathan Lee (李宗盛)

Key:
Bold = Chinese
Dark Green = Pin Yin
Grayish Blue = English
Green = Vietnamese

你說你愛了不該愛的人
ni shuo ni ai le bu gai ai de ren
You said that you loved someone you shouldn’t have
Cô nói rằng cô đã yêu người không nên yêu
你的心中滿足傷痕
ni de xin zhong man zu shang hen
Your heart already contained enough of scars
Tim cô đã đầy đủ những vết thương
你說你犯了不該犯的錯
ni shuo ni fan le bu gai fan de cuo
You said that you’ve committed an act you shouldn’t have
Cô nói rằng cô đã phạm cái sai mà cô khong nên phạm
心中滿足悔恨
xin zhong man zu hui hen
Your heart already contained enough of regrets
Tim cô đã đủ sự hối hận

你說你嚐盡了生活的苦
ni shou ni chang jin le sheng huo de ku
You said that you’ve tasted the utmost of life’s hardships
Cô nói rằng cô đã hưởng tận những nổi khổ của cuộc sống
找不到可以相信的人
zhao bu dao ke yi xiang xin de ren
That it’s hard to find someone to trust
Đến mức kiếm không được người để tin tưởng
你說你感到萬分沮喪
ni shuo ni gan dao wan fen ju sang
You said you’ve felt extreme dismays
Cô nói rằng cô đã cảm nhận được sự vạn phần chán nản
甚至開始懷疑人生
shen zhi kai shi huai yi ren sheng
So much that you’ve started to doubt life
Đến nỗi đã bắt đầu hoài nghi nhân sanh

早知道傷心總是難免的
zao zhi dao shang xin zong shi nan mian de
If you’ve known that being heartbroken is unpreventable
Nếu cô sớm biết rằng thương tâm là sự khó tránh khỏi
你又何苦一往情深
ni you he ku yi wang qing shen
You wouldn’t be so devoted
Cô sẽ không nhất vãng tình thâm
因為愛情總是難捨難分
yin wei ai qing zong shi nan she nan fen
Because love is that of the unwilling to part from
Bởi vì tình yêu là sự khó chia cách
何必在意那一點點溫存
he bi zai yi na yi dian dian wen cun
Why should you care about that little bit of gentleness?
Hà tất phải lưu ý đến chút đỉnh ôn tồn đó?

要知道傷心總是難免的
yao zhi dao shang xin zong shi nan mian de
Knowing that being heartbroken is unpreventable
Biết rằng thương tâm là sự khó tránh khỏi
在每一個夢醒時分
zai mei yi ge meng xing shi fen
At each moment upon waking up from a dream
Mỗi lúc trong mơ tỉnh dậy
有些事情你現在不必問
you xie shi qing ni xian zai bu bi wen
There are things that you shouldn’t ask
Có một số sự tình cô không nên hỏi
有些人你永遠不必等
you xie ren ni yong yuan bu bi deng
There are people whom you should never wait for
Có một số người cô vĩnh viễn không cần đợi

*All translations were done by DTLCT.

Fan Fiction: Inspirational Songs

This is more like out of fun and to fill the blog with more randomness. One time I was talking to one of my fellow fan fic writers and she was surprised that I actually write with music on since it’s more of a distraction for her than inspiration. So I started to wonder what other fellow writers’ routines are. For this post though, I’m going to reveal all the songs that I ever used for the stories I wrote–that are posted so far on this blog. (Though I won’t list all since sometimes the music is just background and it didn’t really have a major impact for writing some scenes, etc.) Feel free to jump in and share your own experiences, etc.

One-Shots:

Afraid of Darkness

  • Afraid of Darkness (怕黑) by Bianca Bai

Haunting Past

  • Don’t Say You Love Me When I’m Feeling Lonely (不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我 ) by Jacky Zheng

Men Don’t Cry

  • Men Don’t Cry (男兒無淚) by Andrew Yuen

Your Number One

  • Your Number One (你的第一) by Wallace Huo

Misty Morning

  • A Wound In The Heart (痛彻心扉) by Nicholas Teo

More long-winded Stories:

Heaven’s Gift

  • Courageous Happiness (勇敢的幸福) by Sweety
  • Primrose (樱花草) by Sweety
  • Rainbow Tears (彩虹眼淚) by Sweety
  • Ghost of You & Me by BBMak

HIDE & SEEK

  • Embrace (擁抱) by Yu Hao Ming
  • Torture (折磨) by 183 Club
  • Peaceful Breakup (和平分手) by Eric Suen

Honey In Tea

Neurotic

  • Part I
    • Call My Name (叫阮的名) by Eric Moo
    • Give up (放棄) by Dylan Kuo
    • Your Number One (你的第一) by Wallace Huo
  • Part II
    • Still Good Friends (還是好朋友) by Cyndi Wang
    • Waiting (等) by Jacky Zheng
  • Part III
    • Tinh Dau Mai Yeu by Huy Vu
    • Really (真的) by Angela Chang
    • It’s All Right To Forget Me (忘了我也不錯) by Cyndi Wang
    • Invisible Wings (隐形的翅膀) by Angela Chang
    • Listen With Your Heart (用心聽) by Van Fan
    • The Sky Within A Pocket (口袋的天空) by Angela Chang
    • The Rainy Season Has Started (雨季開始了) by Achel Chang
    • Yesterday (昨日) by Chris Wang
    • Too Immersed In The Role (入戲太深) by Jacky Zheng

Payback

  • Find A Word To Replace (找一個字代替) by Samuel Tai
  • Dusk (黃昏) by Steve Chou
  • To Your Side (너의 곁으로) (Piano Instrumental Version)
  • Forever And A Day by Ian Brown
  • Who Understands A Wanderer’s Heart? (誰明浪子心) by Dave Wang
  • How Could You Let Me Suffer? (你怎麼捨得我難過) by Michael Wong
  • Unyielding (倔强) by Mabel Yuan Shan Shan
  • Really (真的) by Angela Chang
  • Love Story 1 (愛的故事 – 上集) by Eric Suen

Scheming Nature

  • One Person’s Eternity (一個人的天荒地老) by Phil Chang

Slanted Thoughts

  • Part I
    • Mua Thu Co Nho by Tam Doan
  • Part II
    • Heartache (心痛) by Dave Wang
    • Waiting (等) by Jacky Zheng
    • Loved You Once (曾經愛過你) by Jacky Zheng
    • Carefree (消遙) by Wallace Huo
    • Sau Mot Tinh Yeu by Tien Dung
    • For Get Me Not (該忘了) by Amber Kuo
    • Painted Heart (畫心) by Nicole Wang
    • This Is Love (就是愛) by Nicholas Teo and Amber Kuo
    • One Person’s Eternity (一個人的天荒地老) by Phil Chang
    • You Said You Would by Freya Lim

Slicing Boundary

  • A Wound In The Heart (痛彻心扉) by Nicholas Teo

The Business

  • Painted Heart (畫心) by Nicole Wang
  • Sai Lam Van La Anh by Nhat Hao
  • A Wound In The Heart (痛彻心扉) by Nicholas Teo
  • Rift (缺口) by Freya Lim

The Dating Game

  • Part I:
    • Let Me Love You (讓我愛你) by Vic Chou and Barbie Hsu
    • A Date So Sweet (甜蜜约定) by 183 Club
    • Affective Line (感情线) by 183 Club
    • Can’t Bear To Be Lovers (捨不得當情人) by Jacky Chu
    • I Want You (我要你) by Jacky Chu
    • Joke (笑話) by Jacky Chu
    • Love Is Over (逝去的爱) by Ou Yang Fei Fei
    • Invisible Wings (隐形的翅膀) by Angela Chang
    • Song Ends, People Leave (曲终人散) by Phil Chang
    • Xin Shi (心事) by Tony Sun
    • My Heart Is Like A Cloud (心雲) by Jimmy Lin
    • Torture (折磨) by 183 Club
    • Listen With Your Heart (用心聽) by Van Fan
    • Chuyen Tinh Hoa Ngoc Lan by Ngoc Ho
    • Khong The Chia Xa by Quang Ha
  • Part II:
    • The Rainy Season Has Started (雨季開始了) by Achel Chang
    • I Don’t Regret (我不後悔) by Jimmy Lin
    • Love Letter (情書) by Van Fan
    • Dare to Love (去爱吧) by Hu Ge
    • Em Se Den by Ngoc Huong
  • Part III:
    • White Fox (白狐) by Ai Yi Man
    • Tormented (煎熬) by Tony Sun and Cyndi Wang
    • Nguoi Hay Noi Di Nguoi Oi by Phung Ngoc Huy
    • Love You 10,000 Years (愛你一萬年) by Vic Chou
  • Part IV:
    • You’re My Only One (你是我的唯一) by Eric Moo
    • Every Night (夜夜夜夜) by Jacky Chu
    • Love Story 1 (愛的故事 – 上集) by Eric Suen
    • Admitting Fault (認錯) by Sophia Chou
    • Things Those Girls Taught Me (那些女孩教我的事) by Victor Wong
    • 999 Doa Hoa Hong by Anh Tu
    • Sai Lam Van La Anh by Nhat Hao
    • Belong To (屬於) by Fish Leong
    • Love Is Empty (愛太空) by Cyndi Wang
    • In Love, There’s No Wrong Party (愛情里沒有誰對誰錯) by Jacky Zheng
    • Heartache (心痛) by Dave Wang
    • Lent Heart (心借過) by Cai Xiao Hu (蔡小虎)
    • Don’t Say You Love Me When I’m Feeling Lonely (不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我) by Jacky Zheng
    • Anh Khong Con Yeu Em Nua Dau by Ly Hai
    • One Person’s Eternity (一個人的天荒地老) by Phil Chang
    • Priceless (千金難買) by Phil Chang
    • For You (送給你) by Long Qian Yu
    • Really (真的) by Angela Chang
  • Part V:
    • Noi Nho by Phung Ngoc Huy
    • To Your Side (너의 곁으로) (Piano Instrumental Version)
    • A Wound In The Heart (痛彻心扉) by Nicholas Teo
    • The Rainy Season Has Started (雨季開始了) by Achel Chang
    • Love Won’t Change In This Lifetime (今生情不變) by Kenny Lin (KTV version)
    • Tinh Yeu Don Phuong by Ngoc Ho
  • Part VI:
    • Affective Line (感情线) by 183 Club
    • Dare to Love (去爱吧) by Hu Ge
    • Song Ends, People Leave (曲终人散) by Phil Chang
    • Don’t Say You Love Me When I’m Feeling Lonely (不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我) by Jacky Zheng
    • One Person’s Eternity (一個人的天荒地老) by Phil Chang
    • Admitting Fault (認錯) by Sophia Chou
    • Let Me Love You (讓我愛你) by Vic Chou and Barbie Hsu
    • Invisible Wings (隐形的翅膀) by Angela Chang
    • Priceless (千金難買) by Phil Chang
    • You’re Still Here (你還在) by Freya Lim
    • Too Foolish (太傻) by Eric Moo
    • Don’t Want To Understand (不想懂得) by Angela Chang
    • Dusk (黃昏) by Steve Chou
    • Khong The Chia Xa by Quang Ha
    • Find A Word To Replace (找一個字代替) by Samuel Tai
    • Dung Hoi Vi Sao by Philip Huy
    • I Don’t Regret (我不後悔) by Jimmy Lin
    • Afraid of Darkness (怕黑) by Bianca Bai
    • Dau Co Biet Truoc by Lam Nhat Tien
    • One Umbrella (一把傘) by 183 Club
    • Torture (折磨) by 183 Club
    • Cuoc Tinh Cay Dang by Luong Tung Quang
    • Feeling So Right by Jacky Chu
  • Part VII:
    • How Sorrowful is Love? (情愛幾多哀) by Michael Kwan
    • Really (真的) by Angela Chang
    • Love Won’t Change In This Lifetime (今生情不變) by Kenny Lin (Mando version)
    • Xin Mua Ngung Roi by Johnny Dung
    • Chi Co Ban Be Thoi by Truong Vu
    • Ngay Sau Se Ra Sao by Manh Quynh
    • Love Letter (情書) by Van Fan
    • Sai Lam Van La Anh by Nhat Hao
    • Admitting Fault (認錯) by Sophia Chou
    • Can’t Bear To Be Lovers (捨不得當情人) by Jacky Chu
    • Won’t Let You Cry (不讓你哭) by Jacky Chu
    • Affective Line (感情线) by 183 Club
    • Infatuation A Whole Life (一生痴心) by Leon Lai
    • Eraser in the Head (腦海的橡皮擦) by Ehlo Huang
    • A Wound In The Heart (痛彻心扉) by Nicholas Teo
    • Rain Keeps Falling (雨一直下) by Phil Chang
    • Once Acquaintances (也曾相識) by Alan Tam
    • Courageous Happiness (勇敢的幸福) by Sweety
    • Xin Shi (心事) by Tony Sun
    • My Heart Is Like A Cloud (心雲) by Jimmy Lin
    • Chan Tinh by Van Truong
    • Step Forward (學著走) by Hu Xia
    • You’re My Only One (你是我的唯一) by Eric Moo
    • A Thousand Heartbreaking Reasons (一千個傷心的理由) by Jacky Cheung
    • Noi Nho by Phung Ngoc Huy
    • Priceless (千金難買) by Phil Chang
    • Dream (夢想) by Zhao Jun Ya
    • Love Is Over (逝去的爱) by Ou Yang Fei Fei
    • I Know (我知道) by Shi Xin Hui
    • Tear Stained Face (一臉淚痕) by Edward Cheung
    • Khong The Chia Xa by Quang Ha
    • White Fox (白狐) by Ai Yi Man
    • Afraid of Darkness (怕黑) by Bianca Bai
    • You’re Still Here (你還在) by Freya Lim
    • Chuyen Tinh Hoa Ngoc Lan by Ngoc Ho
    • Gazing Toward the End of the World (天涯凝望) by Aaron Kwok
    • The Rainy Season Has Started (雨季開始了) by Achel Chang
    • Flower in the Mist (霧中花) by Christopher Wong
    • Yesterday (昨日) by Chris Wang
  • Part VIII
    • Gazing Toward the End of the World (天涯凝望) by Aaron Kwok
    • Once Acquaintances (也曾相識) by Alan Tam
    • Flower in the Mist (霧中花) by Christopher Wong
    • Infatuation A Whole Life (一生痴心) by Leon Lai
    • I Know (我知道) by Shi Xin Hui
    • Yesterday (昨日) by Chris Wang
    • Affective Line (感情线) by 183 Club
    • There’s Still Tomorrow (还有明天) by Cally Kwong
    • Farewell (目送) by Freya Lim
    • The Next Page of Me (下一頁的我) by Cyndi Wang
    • A Thousand Heartbreaking Reasons (一千個傷心的理由) by Jacky Cheung
    • Hay Xem La Mot Giac Mo by Ly Hai
    • Nguoi Hay Noi Di Nguoi Oi by Phung Ngoc Huy
    • There’s Love on Heaven and Earth (天地有情) by Gallen Lo
    • While There’s Still Time (趁早) by Jacky Chu
    • Truth (真相) by Jacky Cheung
    • Prisoner by Adam Crossley
    • Forever And A Day by Ian Brown
    • Khoc Trong Mua by Ngo Kien Huy
    • Tinh Ta Chi La Mo by Ngo Kien Huy
    • Sau Mot Nu Cuoi by Ngo Kien Huy
    • Niem Dau Rieng Anh by Ngo Kien Huy
    • Mona Lisa’s Tears (蒙娜麗莎的眼淚) by Terry Lin
  • Part IX
    • La Nguoi Em Da Yeu by Ngo Kien Huy
    • Mi Tinh by Ngo Kien Huy
    • The Rainy Season Has Started (雨季開始了) by Achel Chang
    • Can’t Cry (哭不出來) by Yao Ting
    • Jiang Dao Li De Shi Zhi Ji (讲道理的是知己) by Dai Rao (戴娆)
    • Taking Sorrow And Keeping It Within Self (把悲傷留給自己) by Bobby Chen
    • A Wound In The Heart (痛彻心扉) by Nicholas Teo
    • While There’s Still Time (趁早) by Jacky Chu
    • Ruminate (玩味) by Phil Chang
    • Rain Keeps Falling (雨一直下) by Phil Chang
    • Deformation (走樣) by Phil Chang
    • Xin Mua Ngung Roi by Johnny Dung
    • Noi Nho by Phung Ngoc Huy
    • I Know (我知道) by Shi Xin Hui
    • Don’t Say You Love Me When I’m Feeling Lonely (不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我) by Jacky Zheng
    • I Really Am Not Perfect (我是真的不完美) by Sean He
    • Autumn Night (晚秋) by Christopher Wong
    • Who Understands A Wanderer’s Heart (誰明浪子心) by Dave Wang
    • Hay Xem La Mot Giac Mo by Ly Hai
    • Nguoi Hay Noi Di Nguoi Oi by Phung Ngoc Huy
    • Fate Arrives (緣來) by Zhang Wei
    • Reparation (賠償) by Edith Chung
    • Singing 4 Love by JPM
    • 1000 I Will (一千個願意) by Kevin Cheng
    • Courageous Happiness (勇敢的幸福) by Sweety
    • Fragile Woman (容易受傷的女人) (Mandarin Version) by Faye Wong
    • Really (真的) by Angela Chang
    • Gazing Toward the End of the World (天涯凝望) by Aaron Kwok
    • Mona Lisa’s Tears (蒙娜麗莎的眼淚) by Terry Lin
    • Still Friends After Bidding Farewell (再見亦是朋友) by Sam Tsang and Elaine Ho
    • Rain Butterfly (雨蝶) by Hu Xia
    • When You (當你) by Cyndi Wang
    • Your Number One (你的第一) by Wallace Huo
    • Tormented (煎熬) by Tony Sun and Cyndi Wang
    • Love You 10,000 Years (愛你一萬年) by Vic Chou
    • Fragments (碎片) by Wallace Huo
    • Infatuation In Exchange For Affectionate Love (痴心換清深) by Vivian Chow
    • Prisoner by Adam Crossley
    • Forever And A Day by Ian Brown
    • Dream to Awakening (夢醒時分) by Sarah Chen
    • Perfect Lover (完美情人) by 183 Club
    • Tomorrow Will Be Better (明天會更好) by Various Artists
    • Single Person Song (單身情歌) by Terry Lin
    • Deformation (走樣) by Phil Chang
    • It’s A Long Story (一言難盡) by Phil Chang
    • It Doesn’t Matter (沒關係) by Phil Chang
    • Forget Love (忘情) by Wang Xiang Qin & Yang Yan Qing

The Other Extreme

  • Every Night (夜夜夜夜) by Jacky Chu

True Friendship

  • I Know (我知道) by Shi Xin Hui

Wan Xin Bang

  • Part I
    • Love Won’t Change In This Lifetime (今生情不變) by Jackie Lui (Canto version)
    • Love Won’t Change In This Lifetime (今生情不變) by Kenny Lin (Mando version)
    • Your Number One (你的第一) by Wallace Huo
    • Men Don’t Cry (男兒無淚) by Andrew Yuen
    • To Your Side (너의 곁으로) by Jo Sung Mo (조성모)
    • To Your Side (너의 곁으로) (Piano Instrumental Version)
    • One Person’s Eternity (一個人的天荒地老) by Phil Chang
    • Don’t Say You Love Me When I’m Feeling Lonely (不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我) by Jacky Zheng
    • Crossroads (分岔路) by Chen Guo Hua (陳國華)
    • Things Those Girls Taught Me (那些女孩教我的事) by Victor Wong
    • Waiting (等) by Jacky Zheng
    • Dem Buon Tinh Le by Truong Vu
    • Heartache (心痛) by Dave Wang
    • For Get Me Not (該忘了) by Amber Kuo
    • The Smile In Your Bosom (在你懷裡的微笑) by Rainie Yang
  • Part II
    • A Mark (記號) by Eric Suen
    • Too Foolish (太傻) by Eric Moo
    • Jiang Dao Li De Shi Zhi Ji (讲道理的是知己) by Dai Rao (戴娆)
  • Part III
    • Suffer For You by Jeff Chang
    • Loi Noi Yeu Dau Tien by Vu Tuan Duc
    • Resenting Heaven For Changing His Heart (怨蒼天變了心) by Sophia Fang
    • When Will We Meet Again? (何日再相見) by Teresa Cheung
    • Two Unwavering Hearts of Love (情義兩心堅) by Teresa Cheung
    • Commemorating Today’s Love (留住今日情) by Teresa Cheung
    • Men Don’t Cry (男兒無淚) by Andrew Yuen
    • Rouge Tears (胭脂淚) by Luo Yong Juan
    • Fairy in the Water (水中仙) by Steven Ma
    • There’s Still Tomorrow (还有明天) by Cally Kwong

When Wishes Come True

  • Invisible Wings (隐形的翅膀) by Angela Chang
  • The Sky Within A Pocket (口袋的天空) by Angela Chang

*Information will be updated from time to time just for fun.